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Stuff of cheesesWhats up all? =) November 04 Praying for the persecuted church A letter I recieved: The Persecuted Church Taught Me to PrayBy Al Janssen About six years ago I was asked by a friend to intercede for twenty-two men in an Islamic country. These men were among the first Christian converts in an area dominated by Muslim extremists. With a growing number of followers of Jesus in this region, these brothers had been chosen for seminary-level training in preparation for ordination. Since they could not attend a conventional school, they met in secret for one week each month, changing locations frequently to avoid detection. Within six months of receiving that assignment, two of these men had died a martyr’s death. The loss of these two brothers and the high stakes for those who remained forced me to plead with God like the disciples of Jesus: “Lord, teach me to pray!” In answer to that prayer, God has taught me five lessons that enable me to pray meaningfully for my Muslim background brothers and many others in the persecuted Church. 1. Wait upon the Lord In If Ye Shall Ask, Oswald Chambers wrote of Gethsemane, saying:
As I have traveled to the persecuted Church, particularly in the Muslim world, I have frequently prayed this prayer: “Lord, may I see what you see, hear what you hear, love what you love, hate what you hate, and feel what you feel.” I remember an early glimpse God revealed of his perspective: I was dining in Bethlehem with a distinguished professor of Islam and I took advantage of the opportunity to ask him many questions about the practice of his faith. When I asked him about the Hajj—the pilgrimage every Muslim is required to take at least once in his lifetime—I discovered he had led three groups to Mecca and Medina. For the next hour he described all of the preparation: pilgrims need to ask forgiveness of anyone they have hurt or offended, to pay off their debts, and to read and meditate on the Quran. Then, during their journey they must behave perfectly—if they curse or get angry at another pilgrim, they have failed and might as well stop and go home. At that moment, I felt a deep compassion in my heart, realizing that many Muslims were trying hard to please God through their efforts. This professor knew nothing about grace. That insight led me to pray for him and develop a long-term friendship. It also helped me to realize that many Muslims who persecute Christians believe they are pleasing God by their actions. As a result, I pray for the persecutors—that, like Saul who became Paul, they might see Jesus. 2. Use the Psalms as Your Prayer Book For example, following Psalm 55, I pray: “Listen to my prayer, O God…. My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught” (55:1). Although I often have limited information about my suffering brothers and sisters, I can be fairly sure that most of them have troubled thoughts. David goes on to proclaim that the terrors of death assail him, and I know that those I pray for face death threats, sometimes daily. “Oh, that I had the wings of a dove! I would fly away and be at rest—I would flee far away and stay in the desert” (55:6-7). Surely my friends have such thoughts—who wouldn’t yearn for escape from the threats and attacks of Muslim fundamentalists? Then David complains about how he was betrayed by a close friend. That drives me to pray for the community of believers which often meets in secret—that there will not be a “Judas” among them. David concludes: “Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you. He will never let the righteous fall.” Here’s a promise I can claim for my brothers. “Lord, may they cast all their cares on you. Sustain them; do not let them fall.” There is one Psalm, 119, that takes three to four days to pray through. I focus on those brothers who are preparing for ordination. They are studying the word of God and this Psalm helps me pray specifically for their studies, and that the word would go deep into their hearts. 3. Pray as You Watch the News
The stream of bad news from around the world is almost constant. If it’s not natural disasters, there are wars waged by corrupt dictators or suicide bombings. I’ve learned to ask with each news report: “Is there a church?” Almost certainly there are fellow believers affected by every event. That motivates me to pray. Sometimes I know someone in the affected area. A couple of years ago there was a suicide bombing at a shopping mall in Netanya, Israel. I knew there was a messianic congregation near there and I emailed one of the leaders to see how they were doing. Fortunately, no one there was hurt this time. But I know there have been attacks on these believers in the past, so I was reminded to pray again for my Jewish brothers and sisters in Israel. 4. Pray Constantly Sometimes, even those words seem to stick in my throat. When my friend calls from South Asia to tell me several brothers died in a suicide bombing, only tears and an inner groaning seem to be my prayer. I’m reminded that I don’t have to find the perfect words for prayer. “The Spirit helps us in our weakness,” says Paul. “We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express” (Romans 8:26). 5. Give Thanks for the Persecuted Church I was confused by this answer, so one of them explained: “If you pray for us, you will pray for the wrong things. You will pray for our safety. You will pray that persecution will cease. But if you pray with us, you will ask God to bring millions of Egyptians to faith in Christ. You will pray that when the inevitable Muslim backlash comes because of our witness, we will be faithful, even if it costs us our lives.” I left that meeting amazed at the strong faith of these brothers, and thanked God for their words. How many of us would boldly witness for Christ if we knew it could cause our arrest, torture, or even death. Yet they were joyful and eager to see God produce a harvest of souls among Muslims. The persecuted Church needs our prayers. But we also need their example. Often, they have told me that they pray for the Western Church—that we will be faithful to Christ in the midst of our materialism and the numerous temptations of our culture. We need their prayers, not least because they need for us to be strong in our faith in order to stand with them. Together we are one body—suffering together and rejoicing together. October 21 Moving on, change is slow sometimes!Hey all, Ezra here again and it's time for another post. I can tell that things are going to get really hectic soon, so let me just empty my mind before I forget.
The past few days have been quite emotional for me, which by my standards are pretty rare. As I know myself, I'm what people would usually refer to as an emotionally devoid person; always cheerful, with an annoying grin on his face all the time, unfettered by emotions. Well thats the kind of charm I usually exude (replace 'charm' with word of choice if needed).
Thats not exactly the case though. Throughout my life, experiences, be they good or bad, have always conditioned me to detach my feelings from myself, and to keep them in a container, preferably far far away. It wasn't until this year that I realized that doing that would stunt my growth as a human being. As a christian teenager, I've always thought that being a christian meant forcing your way through lifes situations, never fettered by emotions as many of my role models seemed to have done.
Also, as leader, I used to think that we were supposed to give the impression of emotional stability, the impression that we were impervious to the many many pangs of life, it's hurts, ups and downs and so on.
The strange thing is, that no where in the bible are we commended to bottle up our feelings and distress. Instead the christian community has always been encouraged to open their hearts and to share with each other. The prophets, God's chosen people themselves, all used to bring nations to their knees, to humble kings and men of high status, we're all highly emotional people. They shared their pains and troubles not only with God but with their fellow brothers and sisters in service. Take Paul for instance; the writer of the epistles and teacher of much of the knowledge of Christ we have today. He never hesistated to show his emotional side to his spiritual children and co-workers!
The point I want to make is. It's high time I dropped my cautious attitude. Saying it is easy, but opening myself up to others is a terrifying thought in reality. Of course I'm not going to turn into some sobby sap or anything like that, there are limits to self expression but I will attempt, through the grace of Christ, the power of the Holy Spirit and the trust in our Heavenly father to do so.
So brothers and sisters in Christ, do give me some chances. Thanks to all of you who gave me encouragement. All I want to say is that, Ezra is upgrading his system. Stay tuned for version 2.0, YEAH!
So this is Ezra signing out =) October 19 Birthday; the best and worst presents. It's my birthday and I'm finally 20 this year! The benchmark of my journey through life! The age where I bid my childhood goodbye, and getting ready to store it in that treasure chest containing my most precious memories. That said, I'm going to try and pen down the many mixed feelings I have right now. THIS
is my payment for blowing people off always, for being such a selfish
prick, for hurting the ones who cared for me. I want something, but
I've got to hurt a friend to get it. I want to shout, but my
hypocritical heart shuts it up within me. I want to love, but I don't
know how. Too afraid to open up. Too proud to admit defeat. Too immature for his own good. Happy birthday Ezra. Just some of my thoughts. Can't say I'm really in the mood now though. October 17 A good time as any to start again, no? Hey all, it's Ezra here again. Can you believe it? 4 months have went by since my last post! It seems like an eternity ago. I've decided to continue once again with my blogging. It's been a long time since i last wrote anything on this blog, which at the time felt like a sort of release for me. I'll try not to delve too deeply into my thoughts now, but praise the Lord! I can't believe how much I've matured since then. School starts this monday. Consider this the re-start of my Stuff of Cheeses! Until then, this is Ezra signing out! =) June 28 Went as a 'man', going again as a 'person'; humbledHey everyone, Ezra here again. Sorry for the lack of updates, I've been rather busy. Just for you guys who dont know I've moved over to singapore last friday. I'll be staying in woodlands for the time being and I thought I'd write a little post in commemoration of my departure, haha. Anyway, the last time I stayed in SG was in my first year, around 2 years ago. I'd like to believe that I was alot more arrogant at the time. I used to think that staying alone was a really 'manly' kind of thing, and taking time away from my family to be an independent student 'overseas' was a really mature thing. I kinda had overestimations of my own ability as a student after scoring my 10 A's in my SPM. Hahaha, how wrong I was. Looking back, everything seems a bit clearer now. How God used my entire time in poly up to today to mold my character. Breaking down all the prode and arrogance I had. I guess I'm thankful to God for allowing me to grow so much in his grace and most importantly in guiding me along a more in depth relationship with him. So, lots of stuff happened over the years. Dissapointment, utter failure, lots of hurt, lots of hurting others, situations that have tested my patience to the brink, and most importantly; humbling. So it truly is amazing how God can burst into a persons life and change it from the inside out - from an arrogant kid to a (hopefully) more mature and humble servant of Christ, from a boy who had little knowledge and intimacy with his great God to a young adult who wants to gain more wisdom from his heavenly father. Anyway, I'm still going to be back weekly, no worries there. Heres to all my readers, hoping that I've managed to touch your lives somehow, somewhere along my road to heaven. This is Ezra signing out >=) June 09 FWP 2 - You have LOST your first love, the LOVE OF CHRIST. Hey all, I just came back from this years Fast Wait Pray (FWP) at the Glory Prayer House at Seremban, and man was it something else. I'm just going to try and pen down a few things I've learned throughout the whole 3 days 2 nights. We had no agenda to base the FWP on. Yoshua (director of the MYPG) decided that we should all pray about it and let God decide the course of the two days. So we prayed, from 12 to 2 that night. Slowly, we managed to piece together the visions recieved by the rest of the leaders.The message though was as clear as day: We had ALL lost our first love of Christ. Huh? But we were all leaders weren't we? All of us were taking care of various LYPG related things. Then the cold hard reality struck us; We all were praying for revival in Malaysia, but for what? To see more people come to the LYPG? To make Malaysia a better place? WE were supposed to preach the gospel to bring people to Christ! Also, God told us that we were not broken enough, and that if we took away God from our lives it wouldn't have impacted us much. I was shocked, cause this was true. We pray for desperation, but we're not nearly as desperate as we should be. Take God out of our lives and there wouldn't be any difference! I came to the FWP looking for solace, a peace of mind. What I got instead was such deep sorrow, sorrow at how superficial our christianity is today. We claim to be christians but all we have is a form of Godliness without its power, we are defeated christians! The reoccuring verse throughout all the sessions was Hosea 6: 1-2 Come, let us return to the LORD. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. After two days [HE] will revive us; All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away - Isaiah 64:6 We think we are so holy, but are we any different from any smoker on the side of the street? Don't our minds move towards sin at every single chance we get? We are ALL SINNERS and by Gods grace we are saved. So the agenda for the FWP was repentance, a time of regaining our lost first love and praying for brokennes in our lives. I'd really love to type more, but I just dont think I can put it all into words. You guys can go to this blog for the general proceedings. Let me just leave you guys with a very challenging statement: We can never say God is everything to us, until God is all we have. Leaders, take up your crosses. This is Ezra signing out. May 26 Part 2 Broken - only to be made into something meaningful? So today I went to my CF weekly gathering and the guest speaker was a senior staff of the campus crusade. His message was about brokenness and how God could use hurt to shape a persons life. Just like Job who only knew God during his suffering, we can only truly understand God's goodness after all the trials and pain. Moses (the senior staff member) shared about his brush with pain and how it shaped his life. His daughter suffered from extensive kidney damage from birth. A few years after her birth it came to a point where things were so desperate that he asked God to either take his daughter away or heal her. Thankfuly, His daughter is now recovering from a kidney transplant. The whole thing helped me understand how God might have felt sending Jesus to die and to suffer. I have to admit that I've always taken this fact for granted. How would I feel if I knew that my kid (possibly in the future) was suffering from Kidney failure as well? Suffering yourself is bearable, but watching someone you love suffer? I'm sure Moses must have understood God's feelings somewhat but for me even the thought of it hurt so badly. Moses then made a statement that I think I won't forget soon; "You must be broken greatly by God before you can be used greatly by Him", and then I was in tears. My years through poly have been nothing if not painful but to think that all the pain and suffering I've ever faced, all the hurt I've faced was just a stepping stone to greater heights in Gods glory. I can't explain the comfort that came with that thought. Peace and Comfort So here I am, broken as I am, but filled with the knowledge that God still cares for me. Is there any greater love than that? |
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